Disturbing? A little

[sewcute]

Why did you decide to not have kids?

What would you do as a stay at home wife?

what does your hubby do?

[Mair]

I would take a deep breath and enjoy my life. It's sad, but Saturdays are the ONLY days that I enjoy. I'm so busy Sunday dreading going back to work the next day that I enjoy very little. That's why it's so hard for me to go to church on Sunday nights. (It's hard on Sunday mornings, too, but we go anyways)
I would keep my house clean...take care of all the responsibilities (including yard work that is now Dave's job because I don't have time to do everything around here...if I stayed at home it would be my obligation and I'm happy to do it). I would probably take a cooking class because I CAN'T COOK. I would definitely become more involved in my church. There is LOTS to do there.
But most importantly, before my feet even hit the floor in the mornings, I would praise my Jesus for delivering me from Qwest.
I mean...some nights I wake up in the middle of the night freaking out because I can't remember what time I'm supposed to be at work. Most of the time, it's a saturday and I don't have to work. Also, a lot of times I wake up in the mornings thinking I have the day off just to find out it's really Monday.

[sewcute]

good luck with that, I hope that it works out that you can have the life that you want!

[Mair]

we'll see. My future is in God's hands. So far...He's been working right along to give me hope that this is going to happen.

[sewcute]

could you cut down your hours at qwest?!

[Mair]

Oh gosh no. We're even in mandatory ot right now. (which is slowing down a little)
But even if I could...it would mean I'd have to work longer than 2 more years.

[sewcute]

so are you basically working to save up money?

[Mair]

Actually........
we built a new house last summer and moved in on Sept 7 2006
When that is paid off...I can quit. My checks pay the bills and since we can live off my checks...Dave's checks go to pay off the house. He makes slightly more money than I do. (actually a good amount more, but we aren't millionaires or anything)
I mean we didn't build a gigantic house or anything. Just a very modest house. It's actually not really any bigger than our last house, but our last house was a split foyer and has so much UNusable space because of the layout. Just about every spot in this house is usable.
Plus we have a nicer yard. Our yard in our old house SUCKED

[sewcute]

pretty good you will have it paid off in 2 years!!

[Mair]

Well we have 2 years left and have already paid on it for a year.

We will only do this if the Lord continues to bless us and help us along the way. We can't do something this big without His participation.

[sewcute]

he's been pretty good to you!

[Mair]

Oh gosh...you have NO idea.
I thank him everyday for all he's done for us. He's delivered us out of some pretty horrible times.
I definitely have some strong faith.

[madd74]

you are about half of what I have. . .I have half of what Madd had. . .vicious cycle. . .


plus I am not sure how much I will be around.

We could just leave one word messages to get our numbers up

I just want to get higher than madd

actually, soon that will not work, as there will be some changes made to how the numbers work (when this software is in an official release and some mods are made). these are all changes that I have been planning for some time, as I make my actual website more integrated into everything, so downloads, pornphotos (hehehe), and basically what you see now at madd74.com looks and functions like the forums and vise versa. By the way, then the change takes effect, I am not telling how many characters it takes to make a post count towards your numbers oh, and do not think quoting for quoting for quoting is going to count either

[Mair]

You just take the fun out of everything

[sewcute]

got that right, I guess we just have to post a lot now